Kesepian kah??

for few years back, i never imagine that i will loose my mom forever. we love her so much! no one would replace her in our heart. 

sekarang mula terasa perasaan apa itu "menjadi anak yatim". bila tengok orang lain yang masih ada ibu, dioarang suma beruntung! foods are ready when we open our eyes, mom will wake us up with gentle. tp bagi anak yatim?? bangun sendiri, masak sendiri, makan sendiri, tngok tv pun sorang2. rindu pulak saat-saat mama ada dulu. yes i accept the reality. tp tak dapat dinafikan i miss her. 

agenda yang mesti kitaorang akan buat dulu bila balik penang, melawat mama. dapat tengok pusara mama pun dah dapat release rindu kitaorang. angah pulak kalo balik driving, of coz he would never forget to buy orchid for mama. mama love orchid so much. 

kalo dulu, kadang2 selalu xpuas hati kat mama kalo dia suruh cuba masak itu masak ini.. however, at the end  it's useful for me. and i enjoy to cook for her! makanan fav mama = sotong sumbat udang ngan benkang roti!

my mom with mak ngah. she so adorable right!

i wish, she rest in peace there..

yuhuuu!!

even looking at the title, everybody noticed that i'm happy! of coz!! i got new lappy! thank you so much to Mr Alan Ahmad a.k.a angah! he treat me!

agenda nak beli lappy baru tercetus bila lappy lama asyik hang + corupted baru-baru nieh. (huh melayang duit den lagi hah!) orang lain cepat gila siapkan keja programming, yang aku nieh?? terkial-kial nak buat interface, mana x, asyik loading ja.. al-maklum netbook.. as it using atom system, so how run for programming lil bit slow! that's was my lecturer said!

so far best jugak guna lappy baru walaupun kadang2 typing error sebb still xbrapa nak biasa dengan keyboard baru.. xpe lama2 biasa lah tuh kan :)

the back colour. looks like a bricks right?

 

 

 

the specs you may read it here : http://my.asus.com/Notebooks/Versatile_Performance/A43SM/

 

#yang penting xpanas!

 



 

 

dah xda perikemanusiaan ker????

tengok title post pun dah boleh agak mood tengah geram kan??

6.30 pm, after hantar mira dekat stesen bas, we decided to straight away balik. however mr. ft tiba2 cakap nak beli burger dekat dpp MISC (his favourite burger stall) nak beli benjo katanya. however i decide just to wait in the car. memang dah ditakdirkan kot. masa tunggu dalam keta, ternampak pulak 1 girl keluar dari keta santra neo sambil bawak kucing (still a kitten. between range 2-3 months. it really2 look like chombi!) then letak dekat tepi jalan. hati dah mula rasa lain sngat. "dia nieh buang kucing ka??" rasanya dia perasan ada orang tengok kot cepat2 dia masuk balik keta. lepas tuh terus dia berlalu. nasib baik kucing tuh x kena langgar.

#1st assumption, kalo betol tuh chombi, nak kata orang tuh jumpa tepi jalan then nak selamatkan dia, kenapa letak dekat cafe MISC. 2nd assumption, chombi nak jalan smpai misc?? jauh lah!!

seriously kucing tuh nmpak mcm panic, stress, muka macam nak nangis. seriously mcm budak2 sesat! nasib baik mr. ft sanggup tolong amek kan dia. i drove back to my dpp with a lot of questions!
sampai2 ja blok terus pegi bilik kak nana. yes she said it is chombi!! kitaorang terus serbu bilik budak yang used to take care on that kitten to comfirm whether she left that poor baby. and what suprised us, she said "i'm already looking for this kitten for 2 days!"

seriously what was happened really2 make me shocked! bila citer kat abah. he said "adik jaga si tora tuh elok2 karang orang amek buang jugak" WHAT???! TORA?? no way! langkah mayat aku dlu nak buang tora!

tiba2 rindu shimo!

comel shimo :)

10 days more to go!!

waaaa!!! 10 days more to go! we are keep counting!! lagi 10 hari nak cuti mid semester!!

tp.. dalam 10 hari nieh la banyak benda nak kena settle ok! mid term exam!

before balik, things to be done:

-  i need to seat for one paper = financial accounting and reporting 2. exam petang kot (3.00pm-5.00pm) kalo malam, memang meroyan la budak2 yang amek paper nieh.  orang lain dah sibuk2 nak balik (termasuk la roomate tercinta!). kitaorang yang amek paper tuh bye2 je la kat dorang!
- presentation a.k.a teaching while class OB. (miss yuhanis, kasi kitaorang (shu and i) high marks eh ^_^)
- kuiz FM1 and FAR2.

tuh before cuti.. nieh after cuti pulak :

- submit assignment ethnic (assignment mesti mencabar minda kata dr. azahar)
- mid term law, FM1, OB (memang pengsan lah aku!)
- assignment OB lagi =.='

# harapan untuk diri sendiri : semoga menjadi kental semasa cuti nnti ye.. no more play around after holiday with angah tercinta a.k.a boyfriend forever and ever i!

# to mr. FT 'selamat ber'practical' ye nnti!!

Sekadar mencuba nasib!!

2 days ago..

kitaorang terpandang notis yang pihak alumni & pembangunan pelajar tampal about exchange student to Universitas Surabaya (UBAYA), Indonesia. the flash cross to my mind, "why not!" ala sekadar cuba nasib jer dulu untuk apply. dapat x dapat, tuh suma belakang citer.

actually roomate mula2 x berapa nak yakin to apply. however, i'm successfully encouraging her also to apply!

tp.. tonight terfikir la pulak what gonna be happen if our application accepted! yela same goes to masa nak submit application for scholarship dulu. mula2 xyakin langsung. sekali ada rezeki kau! Alhamdulillah! dilema kalo nak tinggalkan family jauh2, orang tersayang lagi! memang other people would say, "you still can skyping, that's use technologies!". IT'S NOT SAME OK. nanti kalo dah jauh, xboleh dah nak manja2, gediks2 physically :( kalo setakat mengadu calling memang la boleh.. dah la kiter nieh jenis adik yang manja. mau call angah ssuh pegi sana or beli tix balik. hahaha! dasar adik manja!

xpe think positive!! nieh la masa untuk membesar + berdikari bukan "beli kari"!

HARAPAN : semoga dikuatkan semangat in all what we are doing!

after a long time!!

rasanya dah lama sngat x'update' blog =.= skarang ja yg free to update all the recent activities!

here all the recap :

*hangout with the girls. we off to Carnival of water excitement.(sungai petani) then we also off to Square centre just to have our lunch (McD), Village mall, Amanjaya Mall (c-mart premium sehh. honestly, it's similiar to Alamanda. so that xpayah la orang2 utara sibuk nak g putrajaya to have the experience such in alamanda. so EXHAUSTED in that night.

 *attend for my cousin's convo! CONGRATULATIONS to NUR IRLIYANA MOHAMED ZAID! mr. FT jadi photographer for that day. so do i brought camera.

see! he too serious with his baby!

* sibuk mengisi borang-borang yang perlu kepada PERKESO

*lappy masuk  clinic =.='' serius rasa nak tukar lappy on the spot! xpe sabar2.. masa kelas programming on the next day terpaksa buat derk ja masa orang lain sibuk2 buat coding =.='

that all highlight recap i think! chow!